Little Pumpkin Seed and myself are in need of some prayers. I am facing a minor common issue during pregnancy, however the same minor common issue occurred one week before Koen's birth. I was told it was unrelated to Koen's death, but it still bothers me. I was in contact today with the on-call doctor and he has assured me I am okay and that death by E.coli in the first trimester is unheard of. While I am thankful for the reassurance it has shaken me and flashbacks are swirling at a high rate. I am a puddle if tears. I believe in the power of prayer and am in need of it. Thank you my dear friends.