My one-year-old

August 29, 2013, was Koen's due date. A cesarean was scheduled for August 22 already. There are so many dates that make my heart sink. Today is one of them. Had Koen remained healthy he would have been one-year-old by today. I got up at two this morning with my Tobin and my tired body could not fall asleep because my mind was racing. I was reflecting on all the things we never got to e