Motherhood is heartbreaking
As I begin to write it is only one in the afternoon, but I have manage to spill many tears already today. I don't think of myself as a crier, although the last few years seemed to have brought out the waterworks in me.
1/21/2015 09:06:26 am
I Thank God I met you. I am greatful that you share how you do. I share verbally, I used to write ...I haven't in so long. I feel the same way about Grace. I have one child. She is pulling away everyday, becoming a young lady. I have such a hard time with this. I notice every small change in her behavior. I morn for my other daughters within patenting Grace . I can understand when you say your heart in connected. I miss all my children. Every Holiday ,every Birthday, every milestone Grave reaches reminds me of My daughter's I don't get to see reach theirs. I'm amazed Some times I have any heart left. I am amazed I still have tears to cry. I was never prepared to b lose my children. All I know is , I seem to be so much more alert and aware of Graces milestones. Her reaching up for my Hand....and when she doesn't need To. It's so tough . Tomorrow's a new day and we will try even harder tomorrow. ..we always do. Gnight my friend
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I am Jackie.