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Lows, highs, and more lows

1/17/2014

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Low: Last Saturday I had a scare.

High: I was anxious all week and yesterday morning we got to hear the heartbeat of our little LPS and it brought me such joy.

Low: Last night I started spotting. This afternoon I would now classify it as bleeding. I had Koen one week after my issue. Tomorrow would mark that one week date again. After a few tearful phone calls they are assuring me that because no cramping is present I am okay ... for now.   I also learned today that my cervix measured shorter than they would like and this could cause me issues down the road like pre-term labor. I go in two weeks to have an ultra sound to re-check measurements.

I sit here scared. Pleading to God to not take two babies away from me in one year. I am low and ask that you help raise me up.

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Dale Rae
1/18/2014 05:23:07 am

I have never quit the prayers!!!! Luv u all!! DeeDee. Xxxooo

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    I am Jackie.
    I am a child of the one true King.
    I am a wife to my high school sweetheart, Kevin. 
    I am a mom to my three sons - Hackett, Koen (my little angel), and Tobin. 
    I am experiencing loss, heartache, and grief.  On May 27, 2013, at 26 weeks and 6 days I went into the hospital with contractions, only to learn that my Koen's sweet little heart had stopped beating.  
    Tobin was born July 8, 2014.
    I am on a journey . . .

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