So I am emotional this week. Usually I am able to keep a lid on it, hold myself together, but not this week. As I remember Koen and mourn the loss of him, I find myself grieving other losses as well. Tobin has started to walk this week, with the use of his little old man walker. When I snuggle him, he wiggles to get down, so excited to move. He's growing up, beginning to break away before he is even a year. He is my last baby, so I find myself slowly saying goodbye to these stages, knowing they will not return to our home.
And because those tears weren't enough. I decided I needed to examine in photographs, the rapid growth, and years gone, with my Hackett.
I am Jackie.